happy birthday to me~

im 18.


anyway, i was so freakin' grossed out by smth that i actually shouldnt have laid my eyes on. Guess i will remain very apprehensive n put off by that topic for a long time. yawen & jade, let u know abt this 'thing' when we finally meet up.


&, hmm, can i add that i really get FREAKIN' piSSed by ppl who tried to copy wadever others r doin' !!!
-.- wannabes.

gosh, some happy things pls.

im thrilled when i switched on my hp this morning!
Jus lurve well-wishes in the mornin'
esp my birthday morning!

So touched, Glad, Gratified that ppl still rmb my birthday!
call me a hopeless romanticised idealistic dreamer, i jus think that today is a SPECIAL day!!

hehe. but so far i don think i have received any tangible presents yet.
im not demandin anything.
in fact, im jus so damn glad that i hav a jolly good berry of frens.
hiak, esp those who have the heart to send me happy birthday! hehe
i love msgs!

wad shall i do on my birthday?

yawen has her exams...donno where is jade.. my sis off for some workshop till night...my parents n bro r away...aiyo, i sound so ke lian. actually no la, but i always wish that a BIG grp of ppl will actually knock on my door rite now, with banners, balloons, a big pink strawberry cake, lots of presents and the good old jolly company. heh. don i love to fantasize.

im sittin right next to a big heap of undone hw. damn. double damn.

n i pon kickboxin yesterday. really shouldnt have.

i hate my lack of sense of self discipline n the lack of focus to sit right down to do hw.
ugh!!!!!!!!!!

i really should take charge of my life.
by starting on my freakin' depressin' maths hw/
doing tons of bio essays/
do my chem tys which resembles strings of freakin alphabets/
research on gp topics.

and i only take 3 As.
wad is so difficult in that?

don start tml.
'tml' nv ever comes round.