Its always like this: Misery---Rage---Nonchalance.
Im at the Rage stage now.
Turning hormonal. Had a bitch squabble with Mom early in the morning. Over an EZ-link card.
She was asking why i argue until "face green green".

How am I to know?
Guess i felt rather empty when i woke up today. My biological clock is attuned to waking up at 4smth or 6smth to reach out for my hp. Felt so damn disappointed when i realised my inbox is empty. Goodness, i hate the state of me now. I seriously do. Im afraid that i will hate it so much that i just throw in the towel. Giving it all up. which is a damn brainless thing to do. No perserverance. (im not known for my perserverance anyway...)

I MUST SNAP OUT OF IT.

Must be the hormones. I must rein them in.
I have no idea what exactly am i angry about?!