thinking...

hmmm....climbed outta bed n looked at the NTU, NUS webbies..tryin to get my feet on the grd, n do some thinkin in my head.

i wanna go NTU, cos its so damn near my hse...haha, i ve been playin in the park, since as long as i can rmb. But, it doesnt offer any courses that suits me, or rather, i don think im suitable any of the courses. Did i regret droppin Phy? no pt regrettin.. might as well channel my Focus n Energy on the 3 other subj rite?

Architecture. It is a course that really interest me. Altho it has smth to do with design, its seems more practical than jus divin head down to design. I love the Arts. i think i cant do without em in my life. but i wanna make $ to live a beautiful life n give beautiful things to my loved ones. hmmm...wad shld i do?

Business. I really really hate the notion of doing maths in the next 4 yrs of my life. But, i ve decided to Face wadever that comes my way, instead of Running Away. Cos there's simply NO Pt in doing the latter. Hmmm. the moment i saw 'maths of finances' or finances of maths as one of the core subj, i wanna faint.

Nature. like wad the hell rite? But i really like to put myself in a alive env. and a beautiful one.. at least, in my eyes. After all, i do enjoy goin down to the swamps of Sungei Buloh. But i don see the pt of muggin my head off in a lab for 4 yrs as a Biology student jus to get to that. ANd, i don get to make big bucks. so forget it. I can always buy a cute little plot of land/field n plant my own stuff there.. OR i can give it to my parents for em to grow their herbs. veggies. flowers. plants in general. There WILL be a time whereby I WILL let em jus Enjoy Livin Life. I will DO IT. I WANT TO.

so. bottom line. Get to the course that has the highest chances of me EXcellin n makin Big $.

Learning Business doesnt makes u a Businessman.

I shld go design hses in India, China, Africa. whereever.

And come back to buy a plot of Land for my parents.

And build a REsort.

And buy a FAbulous bed for myself.

And get an apartment for me n my sis to live in.

Yea, thats the Life i wanna lead.
And thats Where im gonna get to.

Misunderstanding? Misunderstood?!

haiz. was freakin upset.

on fri//

had sorta a disgreement with XX on smth. Hmm, maybe it doesnt really amt much, considering both of us only said a line each. But for me, i went to my mum's place, with my head in turmoil. yea. thats rite, turmoil. But How the Freakin' hell can i face my parents n lil' bro, whom i have not met for a wk, with a sad face? no way man.

Anyway, the reason i was freakin upset was that i felt extremely misunderstood. Ok, i must apologise for sayin that one line, but wad he replied jus show the 1 yr-odd of frenship was nth but 'ritualised acquaintainship'. So much for understanding each other like life long buddies. So much for that. And if that how he viewed me as, SO BE IT. si3 xin1 le3. haiz haiz.

It jus wenches my heart saying all these out again. Maybe again, im makin a mountain out of a molehill. But one thing i know is that, buddies don come easily, acquaintances come n go. And noe wad, im gonna appreciate wad i have more than ever. MORE than ever.
And, i kan1 dan4 le3 ....


Anyway, had a jolly gd time at mum's place...nth beats sharing times with ur loved ones. honest. hiak, n im like a motherhen to my 2 li' darlings. eww.. haha

common tesst COMMMMIN!!!!
woooohooo!
ARGHHHHHHH!!!
go for it,gal!!!!!!
walallalalalla~!

...i shld shuddup.
hay, i need some sort of outlet.
cut me some slack.
;J

@ 6th Ave

wooohoooo!!!
had such a jolly good time with Yawen, that once i reached home, all im capable of doing is to bath n drop dead in Bed. hiak..although we did more sitting down n 'seat-sinking' much more than with other ppl, the conversations n times we shared took up so much of our mind & souls, abt the things in Life that we are so Passionate abt, that, it drained us all of energy.

The Food of 6th Ave

..we had the only Nasi Briyani n Roti Prata there.. (pizza deli: indian hawker= 2:1)
mayb its to accustom to the much more foreign flavas there, it wasnt at the least bit spicy at all! but, it redeems itself by the nicely-crisped chicken wing/chunk, and the dry dry briyani rice i adore..ok la, i adore a lot of food, so its jus NICE i guess. :j

..we had Venezia Gelato at a Guthrie Place or smth liddat.
love the decor of the place, very classy yet cosy. Think of Black, White n lines of Red. yea, that colour scheme. And, the prices of the gelato are relatively affordable, as compared to other gelato outlets ive been too. (taken into consideration of decor of the place) tho Yawen says that their service can b better.. don ppl realise that their customers ALWAYS talk abt the place they went to??? be it positive or negative. So, Good Service GOES ALL THE WAY, cos it may jus come back to u. who knows.


Ceiling Of Guthrie Place
(or smth liddat..)


Wall of Venezia by Me


Wall of Venezia by Yawen


Venezia


oomph!


she took it herself.hehe..says
abt smth,isnt it?
(yawen, i still adore u no
matter wad..:p) hahha


cheeEz!! sweet~


Staunched!~


..went to Cosy Pub n Tea Party. Original plan was to go the latter n enjoy a cuppa n scones my frens swore by, amongst its comfy sofas..but that was be4 i looked at the prices of the teas n coffees.. n my tummy really don wan any tea after the gelato..guess i said it aloud, sorta offend the shopowner, when i said i really don feel like drinkin any tea, to a tea shop owner. Oops!
N naughty Yawen keeps tempting me of "wanna go opp?" well, we both saw the Pub sign..so, there we went.. The decor of the pub isnt that fascinating, but it does comes with the bare necessities, i.e. comfy chairs . And, I must compliment the Good SERvice we received there. the shopowner is attentive n courteous. And i think just by this 2 factors, its enough to frequent that place if we go down there again.

There we go, Snapping away happily....


veri dark, don cha think?


looks windy..ok, im better at snapping
at non-movin specimens


i look like im wearin a cap,
ok, its Gonna b a long long time
be4 i attempt to tie my hair again.


:)


:):)


i was tryin to resemble Paul Frank.


hehe..my hair really does resemble a hat.


STAUNCHED! i look like im in great pain. ga!


finally wisened up, n take the fotos in the direction of light. hah


road of Sixth Ave. taken by Yawen.
who claims to b a pro in fotos. hiak.
:J


me n my big head.
i don like this foto. heh


finale. yay!!

Wannabe Chronicles Part II

ok, im sorry already. for being such a bitch.

And i think that Reality Shows like America's Next Top Model is a GReat educational show. ha, i mean u can learn so much abt Catfights n Bitchy-ness n Neutrality than in your classroom. And these are the very skills that u need to cultivate in Life. Or should i say, very skills you should not cultivate in Life.
The reason Nic & Nicole are able to last thru' to the Final 2, cos they always keep their cool, and maintain their poises even when the world turns bitchy n ugly. Which is an Absoultely Impt Value in Life.

k e e p y o u r c o o l
d o n t g e t e m o t i o n a l

really impt values that you should have, if we are to survive this fucked up world full of wierd ppl. ooooh.

that are the exact things i wanna learn n practise in sch, so as to bettter equip myself. other than keepin toned up n sharpening my teeth n reflexes. Not just for myself, but even more for those that i wanna protect thru my life. gosh, i sound like a guy?! or even more for a guy. oops!

i m gonna grow my hair to get in touch with my comatose femininity. hopefully she will wake up.
ha.

Wannabe Chronicles Part I (WARNING: Advised reader's discretion)

Im being a complete biatch down here. so if u dont mind, continue reading.

She's being such a HORRIBLE GIRL!!!
This particular gal actually talked behind backs of people whom everyone tot that were in quite gd terms with her. oh my, does someone REALLY need to do this kinda things so as to get attention?!!

Ridiculous.
The story not only just ends here. She openly expressed her dissatisfaction on the noise level made by us in a lecture theatre. Ok. fine. As much as i hate ppl to call me to shut up, i kept my cool, simply becos my pal doesnt want me to have a head-on collision with her. And, i really don wish to upset this fren of mine, who happens to be the WARMest person on Earth. So, we all tot that the incident jus ended there n then. Who knows, Right after we left the lecture theatre, this GAL actually told the whole class (who were innocently sitting at the theatre, minding their own business) that she was "SO PISSED OFF WITH xx & xx COS THEY WERE TALKING THRU THE ENTIRE LECTURE"

Does she needs to actually say all these to others?
Maybe its jus her character that she cant stand a decibel of noise.
Maybe its us that were really being really noisy.
But, if its so, why wouldnt she DARE to say it to my face?
Instead of voicing her intolerance for our noise level, TO THE WHOLE CLASS, Behind MY BAck.

hmm. n my fren has been a freakin gd fren to her. tho i cannot say for myself, BUT wad a thing to say behind someone who has been so nice to u!!!

if she ever dare to say such stuff to my face, she can be quite sure that i will not be a nice gal. thats all im gonna say.