Never Expect Concern, Never Assume Affection. Blasé be the way.

It may be another case of the clash of hormones. "Dont expect concern if you are not giving it." This is what my mother teaches me.

I'm burnt. in both ways. My head is concussed. Literally and figuratively.

i sound like some emo kid. WTF

Seriously, i WANT o u t.

maybe staying at a hall aint too bad an idea after all.

sometimes, i SERiously cant stand it.

Why must i always be the one to "help out heads and tails" (direct translation from chinese)?
im sick of it. seriously.

What i received is a bottled up volcano of WTF emotions when im too occupied with my own stuff. For them, i should always leave a side of me available for disposal. I should always.. I should always.. I can never.. I can never.
What a perfect combination. What a brilliant arrangement.

Yes, I will nevER EXPECT this to be a haven.

Sociology really widens my perspectives. One seriously should NEVER expect. safe haven? *self mock*
No expectations= no disappointment


C'est vrai. Vraiment.
Je ne suis pas le choix.
c'est trise. C'est tres trise.
Ne parle pas. Ne parle faux pas. Ne parle pas. Ne parle pas.

How do i express what im now without being angsty or emo?

Cant get my spirits up. BloODy Weather. Assignment's deadline's nearning, but i havent even started it yet. Stared at the comp for 2 hours blankly. Thank god ive my muay thai tonight. And somehow everyone seem real busy with their own lives. Man, even my cat. That girly went out with her hunk of a neighbourhood cat, a ginger Mum christened as Richard. Dont ask me why/ how Mom came up with that name. But Richard just sounds like some 40-50 year old 'uncle' over at the kopitiam next door. Wonder how many "Richard" will turn when i call my surrogate son-in-law. (Think my kitty's preggy. Mom swears that she could feel vibrations in Mimi's tummy) Oh well, given how the 2 (mimi and richard) humped each other right out open in the streets. And thru' the night in fact. Hiak, on V day itself, how appropriate.

SHIT. I still hasnt started on my assgt.

my brain went on vacations.

Hope Phuket wont be in political unrest, come May. Dad's kinda okay with the idea of me holidaying overseas alr. Just that he's worried whatever unrest there may be there. Jia lat, how can i gurantee a country's stability to Dad?

Repeat, i seriously dread glooomy weather. Drags my mood down. True Piscesean. Im a moody pig with lots of flatulence. Ate too much these days. Underground wing of stress. So now, im sleepy, moody and farty. wtf, i still hasnt start on my assgt yet.

Man, im so in awe with all the multi-hyphenated ppl out there. Hall President-USP scholar-Team captain-parttimer-CAP 5.o. *BOW DOWN*

me= Lazybones+irresponsible+hedonistic