M Day

My eyes are red now. Please pardon me for being a cry-baby. (if you dont already know, my friend)

Okay, its kinda embarrassing for a 19 year old to cry on the first day of school. (Goodness, school hasnt EVEN started yet)

Now. Confessions Time!----------Why?

Well, firstly Im not proud of this act. But neither am i ashamed of it. Whats the big deal? I cried. I know i shouldnt. But really, WHAT IS THE BIG DEAL?

Sorry. Sorry. Pardon me for my temporal loss of control.


I need to LET IT OUT.
Although I dont have a clear picture of what exactly am i letting out.


Maybe like a pre-school kid, im having pre-school blues.



Feeling lost. ---i need to grow up, get a grip.
Overwhelmed? Who on earth gets so overwhelmed that they cried?!

I hope no one (other than my close circle) find out about this entry. (Man, im doing such a dumb thing, putting things on internet that i dont wish people to see. Ha. *Cold cynical self-laughter*)

Okay, enough rumbling. Back to the point. Why?

Dont know?

Guess I just feel like expressing my emotions. Just as hedonistic Man indulges in his guilty pleasures. Just like venting out your displeasures and frustrations through a sport. Just like a baby sucking his big toe/thumb for comfort.


Yay, Im Matriculated.

I love Emotions. It makes the world such a colourful place.

And yes, i do feel SO much better now.


...By the way people, i am NOT depressed or any of those mambo-jumbo. I love to cry, cant i? Leave me alone. Let me weep silently. Let me embrace my emotions. Like shrieking in a horror film. Like screaming in a roller-coaster ride. You need to let them out.

"You'll feel better after that."