Sunday, December 02, 2007

shit, i feel like crying again.
Mimi's back! The prodigal daughter returns home. And true to that effect, she spent the night snuggled in my blankets. Any amount of pushing her down will just draw her deeper into the fabric.

Had a wierd dream last night, I gave birth to a baby girl (or was it a kitten?) And everyone i know was helping me take care of the infant. So much to the effect that the baby doesnt know how to say "Mummy"
Man, i must be so drained after that soci exam.
How strange is that? Let's just take a look at those mumbo-jumbo dream interpretion, for the kick of it.

As an object in dreams, a baby or child represents something that requires great care and attention. The meaning is at issue regarding whether it is your original responsibility or one that has been passed off on you by someone else. These dreams may also have wish-fulfillment content for women who are in their childbearing years
http://predictions.astrology.com/dd/babychild.html

Strange~

Hmm, or perhaps its my bloody hormones acting up again. Moodswings, flustered, throwing tantrums for no good reason. I already have a paitence-deficiency. Add Oestrogen and Progesterone surge to that combo..Bang! U have an emotional wreck. Goodness, i actually wanna cry in the middle of a crowded junction. (oh yea, plus tear duct overactivity)

And boy, its no fault of yours. Dont go self-blaming when its my hormones working overtime. Just have my "antidote" on hand. Lucky we were near Cold Storage. And hon, I'm sorry. (Again!) I'm such a emo-wreck of a bitch. I hate it when im like that. Gosh, i sound like some drug addict/spouse abuser/drunk.