ooh, Personality Test again! "coped" from my sis's blog

This is my results!

And here's where you could try for yourselves, sistas! http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

Thank you, Test!That's a lovely thing to say! :D GAgagagaga. i am thick skinned. So kill me.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


But good looks wont hurt too! love my man to be well-dressed. (Wee, if u are reading this, it doesnt mean you are not good-looking, ok? YOU ARE! at least to me. *blush)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

True, i think.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

GAgagaga.. Me? SEnsible tactics? What is a sensible tactic? "Step one, bat your eyelashes. Step two, strut towards target. Step Three, Aim. Step Four, Fire!" Gosh, NO.


Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

Yea. Totally, Baby. Nothing will stop me from Reaching Out to the TOP!

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Yes. that's why im afraid of the supernaturals. you dunno where they are. you dunno what to do to stop them. Scary.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Do you think so, Sistas? that im mature and reasonable? gagagaga. :P

Sneaked up!

Officially outta job for a week or so.

:) Spent a lovely week with Wee, since he happened to have a block leave from the army right after im unemployed. Neat timing!

Let's See.. What have i done the past week.

1) Sentosa on a Monday, and on Saturday again.
ok fine, i love that place okay? I really do. So much so i wanna have a chalet there for like the longest time (since we graduate from JC) and nobody wanna go with me. Boohoo.

2) Watched Deathproof. So much expectations. So little satisfaction.

3) New Shoes! :) Red nautical stripes Flats for college

4) I GOT INTO FASS!!!!! MY APPEAL SUCCEEDED!! THE LAST 50 SEATS WHERE 600~700 WERE FIGHTING FOR!!! IM GOING TO NUS!!!
(yawen! i did it! I did it!)

5) i was so happy when i got the call from my mom saying that we received the post, that i gave one BIG smooch to Wee standing next to me. (we jus reached Sentosa, after shopping at vivo. told u its a Magical Place!!!) and we went straight to 7/11 and brought Vodka, Heineken and Chardonnay. :D shouldnt have bought all 3 at the same time cos warm vodka tastes plain disgusting, folks.

6) i didnt get drunk okay? 2/3 of the stash were downed by a very happy me. im a good drinker. :)


7) i went to Sungei Buloh for some guiding, after 3 non-activity years in nature guiding! Actually thought of squirming out the night before, but tot of poor rudy handling it alone. and man, aint i glad i went. 400 KIDS!!! WAD?! hiak, there were 2 sessions of 2 guides each. but i only took 1 round, cos i spent too much time on my first round. Happily intriguing the kids with ghost stories. And man, i think they love me (yes, i KNOW im thickskinned) But hay, i have kids trailing and bugging me for ghost stories, ok?


"Ms Rae, could you please tell us the ghost story now?"
-man, that feels good, i dunno why?!

"Are you still studying in secondary school?"
- oh boy, this makes my day!

"Are you a foreigner?"
-heh, thanks for the compliment. its a weird complex. dont ask. hahahah


i feel uber high now, reminiscing about the past week.
And hee, it feels freaking good to have someone waiting for you after a day at the reserve. he actually waited for 2 hours! woah! aint i touched!

thank you so much for making me feel so happy and blissed. thank you.
:)

Jade, let's go shopping on Wed!

Ellis, when are u free, busy woman?

oooh, im supposed to look after the shop now. After sneaking up to take a dump.

For the past hour. :P man, dont i bully my dad.

Trash the Dress!

Babes,
New ways of wearing The Dress! Love these shots!
p.s. im NOT thinking of about getting married.

http://trashthedress.com/

A gallery of extraordinary brides~

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

I love this website. Try it, darlings.
Shows your personality through pictures.
Lovely pictures and accurate analysis.

Have u ever felt this sense of "weight" on your chest? Stifling you. Making you feel almost sinful if you smile too much?

Do you feel torn by being at one location when you should/want to be at the other?

BLues. Blues. Blues.

Friday Blues strike again.

Everyone in the family is just so tired now. And i feel especially guilty for sleeping early last night. And, the fact that my mom sent me a message an hour after i slept, saying how worried she felt when she couldnt get the doctor/nurses attention.

Man, i so wanna go down to NUH and give them a piece of my mind. My mom waited for SIX. 6 HOURS before the doc came around. I will so scream their heads off if im the one guarding the night. For goodness' sake, my bro just got gotta the ICU!

Yes, i KNOW im a selfish bitch for wanting them to take a look at my bro first.
Cant they employ more doctors?!

Those are CHILDREN'S LIVES for GOD'S SAKE!

@#%$@$%^@#$%

T E S T

Rae, you're divinely inspired when it comes to Culture!

Get up and go? You've got it. You enjoy new experiences and new people because you are inspired by how others view the world. You're not only curious, you allow for the possibility that there are many ways to approach life. And what better way to find the right path for yourself than by discovering what other cultures admire as art, how they communicate with each other, and what they enjoy as delicacies. After all, it's the journey that's important to you, not necessarily the destination.Since you're open-minded, you probably enjoy moving from one crowd to another, with equal enthusiasm for all kinds of people. And your natural ability to create a friendly environment for everyone will serve you well wherever your journeys take you. Bon voyage!


I Love Tickle.com.
There is no black zones in this website. Plenty of grey and white, never fails to make one feels happier about themselves. Funny how much people want to know more about themselves. The yearn of knowledge about their personality, interests... "Which Desperate Housewife are you?" , "What is you Love personality?", "What is your summer hairdo?"..As ridiculous as it sounds, some simply gets addicted to online tests. Wanting to know what they are inside, so as to move forward and better? Or are we simply accustomed to the paper chase. Tests. Tests. More Tests. Tests to make you go further. Tests that let you know what's wrong with you. Tests that make you feel like a failure or a victor. T E S T
Btw, the above is a test result of "What is your divine inspiration?"

T E S T Results.

Omnious words. You get it after an examination. Be it opening up your brain to see the insides or cracking up your brain till the insides are mushed.

Hope my bro is doing fine in the hosp. The op is tml.
Hope my appeal results will reach the dean's office. (And Yes, im procrastinating in my efforts. i hate myself when i stop in my "GO n Get It". But im in no mood for a convincing battle now. Like Tiffany (my colleague) said, pick your battles wisely. But i may not have time to convince them after they made a decision. (like Wee said). *gulps.)
Hope my pimples clear up soon. [it makes me fed up whenever i look into the mirror. Or its cos of my mood that the pimples are up? Vicious cycle]
Hope my folks wont fall sick. It's tiring on the whole family when bro is in the hosp. Mom rushing 2 locations. No time to rest. Dad refusing to rest even when we took over counter duty. [Blast those stupid old men who come to ka-jiao when my dad isnt around. Go F* yourself. Please pardon me for my language. Believe me, one HAS to be (if not, ACT) tough. loud. fierce to certain kinds of people. And raise to my full 1.72m height. Aint gonna take their nonsense. We have funny wierd customers coming to the minimart.]

Love this line from Teddy Roosevelt. (Franklin Delano Roosevelt, 32nd US President)
"Speak Softly but Carry a Big Stick."
I will hone up on my soft skills. But never forgetting the fact that you just cant talk sense into some people.

Random Mumbling

He caused me to discard my "wish list" of ideals and buckle down to love someone who isn't exactly perfect, but who seems perfect for me.

There were no sparks at first, but now that I have gotten to know him, he's everything I could ask for in a guy.

No harps or lightning bolts, just heart tugs and good times

Results/

It's not necessarily a match-made-in heaven, but it's still a good one. You bring out the best in each other, you want the same things out of life, and Mom, Dad, and even the dog may approve. But from your answers, your meeting wasn't quite out of this world, and you don't seem to be a "fated" pair. Now, there's still a chance he could turn out to be your soul mate. You may have just failed to notice the all the magical synchronicity announcing you were meant for each other. Keep looking for signs and working on your relationship, and if the magic still isn't there, so be it. There's still something to be said for someone who makes you truly happy and treats you with love and respect.Two complimentary souls who are in sync together can make magic happen. But even if they happen to come across one another, it takes two who are ready to commit to turn the "meant-to-be" into a reality, which is why sometimes even soul mates wind up apart.


okay hons, sorry for making your hair stand on attention.
But hay, im REALLy bored. and ivillage provides endless hours of entertainment.
And, i think the 2 lines mentioned above are really how i felt about him. *heart tugs* man, THAT'S THE FEELING! the tender feeling in my heart whenever we gaze into each other's eyes. (dude, i hate the fact that u have longer, thicker eyelashes than me! but please dont try to trim them. :] ) Smiles meant for each other only. And the fact that only 2 of us know what each other is really like, sans others. Showing a different side of me/him that only both of us know. Something we saw in each other. that others cant see. Spending hours together from dawn till dusk but feel as if time is travelling on a bullet train. Wishing that time will go on a standstill.

Maybe its due to the fact that the time we spent together is limited, thats why makes it all so precious and sweet.


And, on a sidenote, if was to rewind 7 months before, i will kick my own ass if i see myself writing mushy lines.
But hay, my hair has grown, im wearing skirts on like daily basis, i look different. And i feel different. Maybe he has really brought out a side of me that i had strived to cover up for the longest time. Since the day i stopped wearing skirts on free will, since primary 2. Woah. Feminity is back. (i hope!)

Come to think of it, its actually pretty fun holding flowers and swirling your skirt. (im still tryin to hold a bouquet like a bouquet, not a parang. but it REALLY feels better holding it at stalk singlehandled.) And you get treated differently with a skirt and eyelashes. Trust me, i tried playing with it. It Works! (and its damn fun and funny using our tools of trades, babes. Why does it takes me so long to realise this?) Smile. Skirt and Eyelashes. It opens doors (literally!) Hay, if it makes others feel happier, one naturally feel happier too!

Like a lily. Soft fragile looking. But tough petals, hon. It's hard. So are we, Sistas.

Long Weekend

Felt pretty down now. Solemn. Maybe cos Bro is checking in to the hosp today, maybe cos withdrawal symptoms from a long weekend, maybe cos its my 2nd last week of work. Maybe cos my left cheek is riddled with pimples. Mayb cos im waiting for my appeal results.

Felt quite stoned out. Hope all's well will end well.

Dont worry, be Happy. Cos every little thing's gonna be alright. Dont worry about a thing. ~

Dont Worry Be Happy

Bobby McFerrin

Here's a little song I wrote

You might want to sing it note for note

Don't worry

Be happy

In every life we have some trouble

When you worry you make it double

Don't worry

Be happy

Ain't got no place to lay your head

Somebody came and took your bed

Don't worry

Be happy

The landlord say your rent is late

He may have to litigate

Don't worry

(Ha ha ha ha ha ha)

Be happy

(Look at me)

(I'm happy)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

(Let me give you my phone number)

(When you worried call me)

(I make you happy)

'Cause when you're worried your face will frown

And that will bring everybody down so don't worry

Be happy Don't worry

Be happy now

This little song never fails to put a smile on my face. Just like the person who puts this song into my mp3. Just the thought soothes me a little. Contentment. Comfort. Tender loving care.