the day before

I woke up earlier than usual today, the reason simply being that the release of O level results is less than a day away.

" One day, we are all going to look back and ask ourselves why we are so freaking scared by this.."- quoted from Yve.

Guess there are certainly things more important than O levels in life..

As for me, i will think, the best way to calm myself down is to centralise ALL the thinkings that your brain is doing, on yourself. Well, i have already planned out how i am going to pamper myself when my results are given back to me. It's something that is part of u, u are just gonna get it back from them and put it back to yourself. Whether u like it or not, it's gonna stick to u for the rest of your living years. DOnt freak out. Think about the other stuff that also part of u, "O level results does not reflect the true you." -that's wad a relief teacher told us a few days ago.

Im NOT gonna destroy myself for wadever that happens. NO point.
Y should i be killed by a piece of paper?
Y should i be saddened by a few alphabets?
Y should i be trumatised by how OTHERs gonna look at me after that? -like i care.hiak.

I know I'm much much MORE than the reflection from the cert.
I know I'm much much CAPABLE than wad i had done in the O's.
I know I'm much much LARGER than LIFE than that cert,

cos i'm NOT gonna let it affect me, i will AFFECT the cert.

-H i A K !

ClassOuting02

hay ppl,i'm beat after spending almost 12 hrs outside- p l a y i n g.. Hiak, noe wad? The O's are coming back at us..And i'm tryin to enjoy the fullest of the last bit of time left be4 i face the music..It's so scary..Hiak.. i'm now using the "GongGOng pretend pretend" mode..Play first, think later..Hiak.. enugh of the brains stuff..
WEll, we had a class outing..OR wad's left of it..only 10 ppl turned up..

0-Wens
01-Oli
1-Clement
5-SPidey
7-Shar
11-ME!!!
13-Zoey
25-Moose
99-Sharin

We spent the entire day under the SUN!! hiak, realised that that's one of the two things that stimulate my craZy genes..hiak..Gimme the gurl some Sun, and she will be ..hiak

Anyway, we layang..or wadever u called kite-flying in malay..and played Frisbee...pepsi cola..Hiak, there's this group of adults-look like those who go onextended family outing or Family Day kinda people..Anyway, this kind folks lent us their good quality frisbee and soccer ball..cool eh? Can you believe it? THis kinda thing actually happened in S'pore? Hiak, my dear homeland still got hope eh? *hay, i still LURve singapore LAH~.

After that, this ten CUTE little kids went around searching for FOOOOOd...with Zozo whining about her moods being connected to her tummy..and everyone trying to keep their tempers under control coz of a poor guy who cant communicate with us..Now, i'm not even sure which party is the more pathetic one??..hiak..W a D eV eR..hiak...

THen, Sharin had to go home first..So now, it's left with only 9 noisy kids..whom anyone can hear from a mile away..or at least the other end of the bus..We reached P.S>...spent a hell lot of time deciding on wad to eat..it's not my fault.." I"M A DECISIVE PERSON"..then, we all settled on fast food..hiak..cute eh?

Hiak, Since our not-as-cute-as-he-claimed-OGL, (aww...kidding..nvm,we still lurve ya...) hiak..wanted to take neoprints..hiak..(okok,the gurls also wanted it..guys always try to escape from the neoprint centre coz it's too girly and pinky"..so we went ahead and ..guess wad? no change..!!
THen, it's ME to the rescue..i got the store( thx U, the OSIM branch of PS) who let us have the 1 dollar change..
Guess wad..smth creepy happened....

one more set of photos appeared..

ooh..

i have no idea why..

it's the darned machine that's spoiled..

i hope..
oooh..

SHE

Ever heard of "Daughters" by John Mayer?
The song goes:

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
She's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me.....


So true eh? Even in the most mundane of relationships,
there's always this factor that one party cant fathom. 
Be it the guy or the gurl, they will always grumble about
not being able to understand their other half. Maybe 
it's because of pressure from the environment,
problems given by others or themselves, or lack of communication, 
inability to understand certain aspects of their partners and so on so forth..
  THere's always excuses and more excuses..
(hay, who cant think of them when it's for their own personal good?) 
But, has anyone ever stop and ponder on the crux of all these problems? 
In any tight spot, there will always be this 
tiny knot that holds on to every strand of
the web, We just need to loosen this little knot, and no matter how
big and intimidating the situation is, we'll get through it. And often,
this weeny knot is within ourselves.The knot comes from within.
Our perspectives, individual opinions, morales, principles that we were taught
and abide by..will determine our way of tackling Life's webs. Believe it or not,
only if we get through the maze of walls we built it for own defense, then will
we be able to climb out of the bottomless vortex of Gordian knots..
  Stop And Think, my dears~

This is a Story about us.

Culprits-----
#1 The President .aka. Lovely Housewife
#2 The V-President .aka. Dr. MP
#3 The Event Organiser .aka. Dr. Nasi Lemak Singer
#4 The Western Master .aka. Spiderman
#5 The Eastern Master .aka. Sonny
#6 The Queen of grapeVine .aka. Me! ( MaturedMommy--ugh!)

Well, the day started on a dready note. It was like the class planned to have a blast during our CT time. But, obviously, our education system fears for our dear welfare with regards to the coming valentine's day, and decided to enrol the J1s to a Sex talk instead. //double roll eyes//
i will return to the Sex talk shortly.

Being bags of boundless energy that six of us are made up of, ideas came flooding to those cute little heads of ours..Hiak Hiak Hiak~

It's actually a pretty simple plan. --Pon, Hide and Return.
So, the Red Riding Hoods set out on their journeys Out,Out, and Away! from the classroom. First they met another troupe of monkeys monkeying outside the Hall. Obviously, we arent the only ones suffering from post-CNY hols blues. Theirs is an even larger herd (how do u call a grp of monkeys?!) and anyone with eyes could see that they are seriously trumatised by cruelty of their masters. Hence, after exchanging the necessay plesanties to brighten up our days, we moved on..

The Second stop was The Loft. Well, only S02 will know this place. All thanks to Cle n Can. Hiak, if not for both of them, we wouldnt have a hang-out as cool as that. But, the thrill of escaping from the interesting and challenging world of Theorems, is fading..Everyone just sit and stone.Some fear for their futures.."there's this darned Withdrawal Yellow Card"...Some fear for their next meal..*hay, a girl has got to eat..*
Sensing the dark forces of FEAR crawling out, we decided to evacuate the place for a greener site.
Then, the Red Riding Hoods took a little stroll round the forestry..Explored hidden caves..Trekked through the scorching pastures And...went back to the same spot where they left..DIAO.. haiz, who's the one who started saying the most dangerous place is the safest too..
They let their stinky feet take a breath and s t o n e...We spotted Marlins, Onions, P-F man and..the scariest of them all...THE c e n t r e parting guy..
They SCREAMED n Shrieked like hags...Cries of agony and pain spread like snakes of devilish fires..voom and baVoom..they escaped.
But the interesting part is, after trying to elude Him, the Hoods decided to confess to their crimes and face the music. @#%^@#$% rite? but wadever, the Hoods lurve their class and CT and fear for Her wrath..which consists of heartfelt nagging..hiak, hay, we still lurve her after that..so..they puffed their chests and guess who they met? Him.
The ending was totally unexpected. What a spoiler eh?

h e l p

can somebody pls tell me how to change the blogskin so as to allow me to upload photos?

//////lalala/////

hiya ppl of the world, i'm feeling rather cranky now..hiak, who wouldnt be after doing a project on Dog breeding?? And the thing is, i havent finished it...waha..went to check out the guys blogs from Son's bloggie..realised that i'm not the only one stuck with a sucky blogskin..shar, hiak..hiakhiak..Guess it kinda helps if i had paid due attention to those boring IT lessons in lower sec..wad to do now..haiz..anyway, really missed my sec sch frens..come to think of it..There's my... //dearest Hubby- i think i always embarrass him in front of everyone, esp when i'm the loud hailer and he being the receiver..called him hubby here hubby there..Hiak, only the purest of frenship will we be able to do that..or at least, I'm able to..hiak
//Ginnnny- The MOST GEnerous, self-sacrificial, patient, kind, BIG-hearted fren i ever met in my whole life..well,at least for the past 16 years..She's really the pillar of strength i always fall back on..Although it was always said that i'm her protector, she's really the one i cant do without...Aww..
//Mandy- The Most gifted, talented pal i ever met..Yah, i will say that her EQ is the HIGHEST i ever seen..hiak. just see how she's able to make me wait for like 30min (at a regular basis somemore) and still makes me smile after i see her..and mind u, i have a terRible temper..hiak..And, if i'm the Queen of Gossips, she's the Empress Dowager..hiak..
//Squishy-She's articulate yet feminine, she's mature yet fun-loving...hiak, the most impt thing is that both of us hold all 3 of us true to our heart..and that makes the most wonderful frenship..hiak..i dont think i will ever forget Bugis Bk for the rest of my life..hiak..
//Mao Mao, Bing jie and Liying- Without them, my upper sec life will have me killed...IT 's them who makes me realise why i had spent four years of my life in Commonwealth..
//Yawen and Alisha- Without them, i wouldnt realise the wonders of singing, have fun and appreciation of Jeremy Tay's guitar playing..hiak...much to the dismay of mandy n squishy..
//Florence,Henry the chicken,Monica and most impt of all, Si Baboon- Without them, i would not have grown and mature so fast in my sec sch..Thank you all very much..

Hear me~

To accomodate to the overwhelming response, i shall hereby write another entry for those dear pals of mine. And, it shall be a sensational one..Hiak, that's what 10 years of education has taught me. Only the most appetizing ones sell.

Well, since i had been unceremonially declared the UnOffical Media of S02, i shall dedicate this place as a venue for sharing session. Author's Note: All the characters mentioned are purely 'fictional' and any resemblance to reality shall be dismissed. So people, please keep this in mind before you continue reading this entry.
Yes, i was saying about sensational stories... Lookey~Lookey~ ^.^

Amelia is a typical Chinese girl. Long luxuriant hair, bright doey eyes and a sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet voice. Yea, the sight of her will invoke the insatiable desire of any hormonal male hanging round the block. And that's what that had happened.

Adrian is the coolest guy in class. He's the class stud. He's THE Man.

Ame strives to climb to the top of the popularity ladder in the class. For whatever reason, i have no idea. Well, she wants to climb, and she wants to climb it real fast. Which is the quickest way? Find the ladder.
In the meantime, Ad saunters past Ame. *Ting Ting Ting!*
They became a couple. Yea, everyone was satisfyingly shocked. Rumours and assumptions swarmed the class. Ask any girl in class, the reply will be: ' she's too good for him. ' Or is it really what it seemed?
Amidst the hoo-ha, Ad and Ame were seen rocking each other's world off. Well, nobody was saying anything then.
It's only after the entire relationship ended, (well, at least it lasts for a few hundred hours) that people start to see the REAL selves of the two crawling out. And, it's not a pretty sight. Believe me.
Ame was not as innocent and naive as she seemed. Ad was not as cool as he present himself. Some believed that the reason for the breakup is that she wants to make herself available and not available in the same time. Another hypothesis is that the cool guy is not cool enough for her and she's off to hunt for the next target. Which is the truth or all of these are fallacies?
Tune on for the next episode. Thank you very much.

first entry..duh!

eh...how am i gonna start my first blog entry??
actually, i was pretty against having an online blog..it's like exposing yourself to the entire world...hiak, i dun like to feel vulnerable...well, i guess i will only let some -the lucky selected few shall have the honor of reading my blog..So, whoever that is reading this entry right now, please consider yourself fortunate..At least, i valued our relationship enough to let u know of this blog existence.( hiak, i'm sort of a private person..) And, i guess the only reason you are reading this right now is because me, RJ, likes to let you know me better...So, thank your lucky stars..Hiak, i'm so buay hiao bye (egoistical).. ;j

Anyway, my life has just started a new chapter. I'm presently studying at Pj...IT RAWKZ!!
Frankly, i was having doubts about entering this school at first, as it was not my first choice. I actually cried in front of the computer when i first get to know of my posting results. I was so devastated and disappointed that i didnt get into Temasek...Awww...
But now come to think of it, Heaven has been kind to me. I met this GREAT gang of friends in pioneer. It's so0o0o amazing that our class only took less than a day to warm up and soon after, we have this huge crazy group of people prowling round the neighbourhood.Hiak guys, i seriously think that we are the greatest nusiance to the residents of CCK..hiak..imagine yourself in their shoes: There's always this group of LOUD teens screaming/shrieking/singing songs/cheers everyday everywhere..And, the worst thing is, they actually will like you to join in the madness..hiak..

Haiz..So much for introduction..i'm now gonna start finding a blog skin for myself..people, feel free to drop a note to show me that u're here before..lurve ya babes/dudes/chew toys/dogs/housekeepers/dino aunties/soft toys/artists(mandingo)/squishies/beloved hubby and son..hiak..