Fireworks!

18 Aug 2007
Fireworks @ Marina Bay!

Wonderful to feel as if we are alone amidst the crowd at Marina Sq Food Loft.

Okay, writing never fails to relieve the tension within me. So here it goes.

I'm actually penning down this post with a clearer mind than this morning. Maybe it was due to placid gloomy weather. Perhaps its after buying yet another pair of shoes. (Courtesy of Mom) Perhaps it is after reading the latest issue of Seventeen. (Fashion IS therapeutic.) Perhaps it is after reading this article about Morning Erections and Fetishes. (Dont ask, its all for educational purposes. After all, i was a biology student and currently studying Philosophy and Sociology)

Okay, let's go back to the topic. (Quit mumbling incorherently, RJ) The bottom line is that i must be impaired in terms of psycho-motor skills and emotions. Often taking a day to digest an event before my brain actually starts brewing the appropriate thinkings.

(Pause: Dont worry, my dear friends. It's not touch down.)

I'm just comtemplating about the intricacies of relationships; how a certain event/situation can trigger a tidal waves of reactions/ consequences, and thus hereby crossing yet another milestone or causing a premature departure.

[Quoting Socrates: An unexamined life is not worth living!]

I should go back to my C.Wright Mills and Platos now.
Guess im not making much sense in this entry either. Perhaps I'm the only one who can understand what i wrote down here. Blogging really feels like talking to a friend. (and with real-life friends taking a peek at your life.)

I forgotten my password.

Sigh, Yve has left for NYC. The 4 babes, together with Wee and KL, represented our JC gang at the airport. Another 3 girls from Yve's primary school made up the other girl gang of Yve. and 4 guys in black. (Cool dress sense. Hip people. Now i see why fashion is actually a social symptom. People tend to dress to segregate and intergrate. :P im trying to polish my soci perspective. hay, i didnt get through tens of pages of notes for nothing.)

Waterworks galore. with sources from KL and Zoey. Man, people rarely realised how much someone is part of your circle till the person leaves it. Taking people for granted. Common mistake that few actually tries to redempt it. I feel like kicking my own ass yet again.

(My tears came a day later. My emotions must be on retarded mode. Or perhaps it is triggered by environment, less of people. The taps were instantly turned on when I saw Marina Bay station and remembered the times we spent as a gang there.)

Lectures have started and i didnt realise that i dont have classes on monday till monday morning. Thank god i asked michelle if we are attending the same class. Yea, the michelle from my JC class. We are taking 2 similar modules. And i have 2 similar modules with Jade. And 2 similar modules with 2 dudes from my OG. 2.2.2.2.

I think i printed out at least 100 pages of notes in the past 2 days,. Just soci alone is like 60+ pages, geog another 60+ and GEM another 20+ slides. and i havent even started on my philo and french yet.

I hope i have the perserverance and tenacity to swim through those notes. Friends, please DO kick my derreire up if i bum round the sea again. YaWEN, Ellis, Jade and Wee!

Wish i had Alisha's discipline. Jade's streetsmarts. Yawen's guts. Ellis' say. Wee's humility. Tzer's perserverance. Yve's independence

But im just a wierd patchwork of a little bit of everything. Rojak.
Jack of all trades, master of none. Thats me.

F.O.C.U.S.